Beg and Believe

Turn to God. Today’s Gospel invites us to practice confidence in the power of grace. In the first reading, we encounter the suffering of Job. We catch him at a moment when he seems to be at a loss. “Pity me, pity me, O you my friends, for the hand of God has struck me! Why do you hound me as though you were divine, and insatiably prey upon me?” (Job 19:21). These words echo a cry for mercy, and yet, when his friends reject him (as we discover later), Job lets it not discourage him, but rather turns to God in faith: “For I know that my Redeemer lives, and on the last day I shall rise out of the earth. And I shall be clothed again with my skin, and in my flesh, I shall see my God” (Job 19:25-26). The plight of the situation leans heavily on Job, but he still continues to trust.

To Trust

When we look at the Gospel, we also encounter a similar call to confidence. Christ sends out his disciples into a dangerous environment. “Go: Behold I send you as lambs among wolves” (Luke 10:3). Jesus creates His team in such a way that His disciples must depend upon Him if they wish to thrive because “without me you can do nothing.” Otherwise, Satan will sift them like wheat (Luke 22:31).

To Surrender

Christ continues this call toward divine trust when He demands that His disciples “carry no money bag, no sack, no sandals” (Luke 10:4). Jesus wants divine providence to become a reality for them which can only happen when they have surrendered everything — quite literally.

So, what do we do?

To desire God’s Grace

“Everything is possible to one who has faith” (Mk 9:23). We must have confidence that He gives us His grace in each and every moment to surrender; but we must desire it as a miser does his gold. And we must beg for it. If there’s one common trait among the saints, it’s this: they begged and begged and begged for grace. The question really becomes: how much do we want it? Let’s become beggars for grace, so that we too can have the confidence that “my Redeemer lives . . . and in my flesh I shall see God.” Mary, handmaid of the Lord, pray for us.

[Readings: JB 19:21-27; LK 10:1-12]

Sean Callahan

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