Who among us has never exclaimed, “I don’t believe it,” upon hearing something astonishing or seemingly impossible? Such a reaction is natural, especially when faced with news that defies our expectations or seems too marvelous to be true. This very sentiment was experienced by the Apostles when they learned of Jesus’ resurrection—a revelation so extraordinary that it was almost beyond belief.
The Disciples’ Struggle with Disbelief
Today’s Gospel presents us with the closing passages of Mark, summarizing the appearances of the Risen Jesus. We observe a sequence marked by the disciples’ struggle to believe, their doubts, and the hardness of their hearts. First, Mary Magdalene encounters Jesus and brings the news to the others, but they do not believe her.
Then, two disciples meet Jesus on the road, yet their testimony is met with disbelief as well. Finally, Jesus appears to the Eleven and rebukes them: “Why are you so hard of heart?” Despite their stubbornness and reluctance to accept the truth, Jesus does not cast them aside or choose others for his mission. Instead, he entrusts them—precisely those who doubted—with the greatest task: “Go into all the world and preach the Gospel to every creature.” This act is remarkable, demonstrating that Jesus’ trust in his followers remains steadfast, even amid their doubts and struggles.
Just as Jesus trusted the disciples then, he continues to trust us today. Our own stubbornness, doubts, and hesitations do not diminish his confidence in us. Often, we find it difficult to believe that God’s power surpasses death, sin, and failure. Yet, we are sent forth not because we are flawless, but because we are loved.
Faith as a Journey
Faith does not happen in an instant; it is a journey that may be fraught with difficulties, mistakes, and uncertainty. Jesus is not deterred by our inadequacy. His steadfast and gentle presence guides us, showing that every action, even errors and sins, can become opportunities to encounter him and experience his grace. On this day, let us pray for the grace to be steadfast in our faith—to persist in believing that goodness is attainable, to bring hope where it seems pointless, and to trust that Christ is alive even when our hearts falter.
Mercy in the Resurrection
In every appearance of the risen Jesus, we witness mercy in action. He comes in various forms, speaks, gently rebukes, invites to mission, and calls to new life. Through these encounters, we learn that the Christian journey is never static—it is a continual process of growth, shared learning, and an unfolding ability to love and be transformed. Even when we falter or retrace our steps, the Lord’s faithfulness does not waver. His constancy rests not on our perfection, but on his unwavering commitment to us.
